tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1070628726970921460.post7696845259255052283..comments2023-07-28T12:00:40.159+01:00Comments on Chasing Roman: When it is enough?Carahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02179779675327042949noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1070628726970921460.post-70233814607952147772011-07-17T14:31:41.709+01:002011-07-17T14:31:41.709+01:00It's a lesson I need to relearn every so often...It's a lesson I need to relearn every so often.I try very hard & succeed for a time & then the old bitterness creeps back in saying<br />"Why has this not happened for me" or "Why has this happened to me" It is one of the hardest challenges of my life to accept my lot & strive for more-usually more of what I don't really want but know that what is needful for me.<br />You are one of my main inspirations.You have much of your Grannies in you both two of my heroines & two of the women I most respected in my life.Same names & shared characters-strong,loving & not often bitter.<br />Physical bodies are a double edged sword-as Spirits we longed for one so that we could go to Earth & be like our Father & have the chance to be tested,tried & to give life to children of our own.<br />Maybe we were not aware of the limitations of this body & that it could let us down.<br />I ache everyday to see my loved ones cope with the limitations physically & mentally that our Earthly bodies impose on us.I wouldn't mind a new one but not just yet please!I will keep it warts & all until it's time to go-unless of course science comes up with a marvellous reversal process.<br />I am sad that just now your body has let you down & yet it allowed the carrying & nurturing of the wonderful Roman.It has allowed you to feed him & care for him in some ways.<br />That's the beauty of Eternity-it might not happen here on Earth but one day if we are worthy & have done all that we can-NO BLESSINGS will be denied us-one day you can have a million billion babies if you so wish.<br />Oh & James's comment when he saw you in the hospital nursery "Granny don't want fivetten,elevteen babies I just want ours"Jintyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09399340512731794936noreply@blogger.com